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I always looked up to you,
always defended you.
I tried to have faith in you,
but you proved you were too 
good to be true.
But I never expected you to stoop
so low and accuse me of lies. 
When all I ever told anyone
was the story of my side. 

It's not til now that I realize
that you were never in love.
You were the one that lied.
I was only ever a toy.
And don't even deny it.
Your words and actions have shown the truth.
You had a girl who would've done
anything you asked.

But its nice to know you never cared.
So I can move on just fine.
Honestly I don't need you
so don't be so arrogant. 
Remember, you were hardly 
there for me anyways.
You weren't there when I 
contemplated suicide. 

But here's the thing, 
now you're gone 
and a weight has been lifted. 
You call me suffocating,
I call you abusive. 
Always doing what you wanted. 
You always scolded me.
Treated me like a child.

But hey, I like someone new.
Someone who cares, unlike you. 
Someone who's there, unlike you. 
Someone who doesn't lie, unlike you. 
Remember who believed in you
when no one else did. 
Remember who defended you
when no one else did. 

Have fun.
I wish you well. 
I don't want any harm to you.
I'm no longer under your spell. 
Hope you find a girl willing to break and bend
the way I would've. 
Only thing I regret is that
I didn't leave your ass when I should've.