I don't know what to do anymore.
My hope has crashed to the floor.
I can't stand to my feet
for I have admitted to defeat.
The others think it's strange
that I'm afraid things will change
and they claim I'm losing my mind
because joy and peace I can't find.
Can I really help that I fear
having to face another tear
falling down my cheek again
because this pain just won't end?
I don't know what do today
or if I'll be okay.
I just want to feel
like joy and peace is real.